1. |
Road To Silence
04:08
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Here I stand
On my feet
Lookin down just to believe
All is left
Just a one step forward always down
Lookin back
On my life
I know what I do is right
One small step
And I'm falling down towards the end
And this is my own way into the grave
On a road to silence
I can feel a true life
Destination means release from all this pain
All the things that I know
All the memories I had
Shattered at the ground with pieces of my head
Ask me why
I am here
On this roof and dont seem scared
Answer is:
Cos Im sick of all your stupid things
Try to stop
Make me laugh
Convince me that I was wrong
Do your job
As my culmination will begin
And this is where I'm dying. Farewell.
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2. |
Death Surround
03:48
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Wake up from a dream
And see how you dying every day
Every second of time
See the life as a dream
Inside your madness you like fire
That exist to die!
You still try
To be alive this time
And every day you find:
There's nothing else
And die!
Only death around you
There is nothing you can do
All you can is only pray
Get away from your grave!
Try to see the other side
Just before you lost your mind
Cos it's you who realy feel
All your inner suffering!
Life has spit in your face
But still you cannot see another way
To survive
All the life forms around
They continue eating shit
To pull away the day when they die!
All decease
That human kind
Has spread around
It's living time
For you
To die alive!
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3. |
Someone Who Wasn't Me
04:55
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Wait for me
I feel what i have nothing to regret I left behind
Let me feel all what you have felt to do it right
Do you feel the rain
Deep inside a grave
Laying under grass
While the years pass
Try to turn it right
Commit the suicide
I'm waiting still for you
At the edge of doooooom!!!
It was someone who wasn't me
It was suffering
What never used to be
It was someone who wasn't me
I will never see
What it's like to be
When sun is gone
With a last ray of my life I made my mind, I'm fallen too.
I'll take your path when demons in the hell waiting for you!
All the time alone
Under gray tombstone
Line beyond a past
It will never last
See what you will find
You path into the light
Leading you inside
One of darkest nights
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4. |
Mayakovsky
04:42
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You believed in the power of words
In the anger that lays somewhere deep inside
You have burried yourself in your dreams
You believed that a world can't be even worse
Time has marched into new century
Under colour of red
In a big happy future
With a new words to say
It has changed
It has grown
But you are the same!
Now you sit with a gun in your hand
Killing time with bottle of wine
You have thinked of that you ever had
Of the darkness that lay somewhere deep inside
Pull the trigger and release the pain
That has grown on a shards of your broken heart
Only bullet will help
Ohly bullet will heal
When your world falls appart!
"Я знаю силу слов, я знаю слов набат.
Они не те, которым рукоплещут ложи.
От слов таких срываются гроба
шагать четверкою своих дубовых ножек." (c) Маяковский
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Hiding in the night
Crawling from the ashes
Trying to survive
In this fucking life
Death will come tonight
To all who came with fire
Burning them alive
All of them will die!
In darkest hour
Out of the light
Came men
With hunger in their eyes
Blood on the snow
Has marked their path
Commited the crime
Against the life
Stabbing the fool
In back with knife
And no one is
Came back alive
What do you see
When death is near
Your choice
Stand back in fear
Through snow and the ice
To take them back
We go against time
Dying in vain
Trough darkness and light
We are
Children of the northern night
Scream of pain as they fall dying
Fading with the light
And when the angels crying
Take me!
In fire of the hatred
Burned all their lives
They fall on bloody snow field
Dying!
They came for us
But night is ours
They are the fools
As we were
Against the darkness
There's no hopes
And now they
Burn!
We kill them all
For really good
This northern night
Is all we want
Life for the fool
Like mirror ice
To see reversed!
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6. |
Bleeding To Death
04:24
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Every day I think about the brightest way
To violencing myself
Life has been so hollow so I need
To put it to an end
The razor blade will help me
To stop my drumming heart
But when my blood is flowing out,
Life never been so bright
Will I ever run from myself
Bleeding right into death
Grey tomorrow crying for me
As my blood runing free.
When I ever trying to die
Never feel so alive
Again I run from myself
Bleeding right into...
...death
Every day I cut myself as the only way
To feel that I'm alive
Tell me where this circle ends
When I can simply die!
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See in ourselves only a shame for a long time
Noone will take us from this lake of booze
Killing ourselves each day in only way we like
We are fading from existance into shit
Kill yourself and be happy
Drown yourself in the stream of beer
Were once a human being but now only an insect
Cos amber fluid is flowing in our veins
Lets drink and be a slave of thirst for more
Take my advice and buy yourself a rope!
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8. |
Dark Flames
05:53
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In the silence its born and creep
And it makes my sadness deep
Whatever. its keeping my own sadness.
Its my alone.
In the darkness I feel fire burns
All to soon a conclusion comes
Whatever. Im dying in this darkness.
It pleases me.
Never felt so calm in this way
I feel happy as my life burns away
Just praying the faster its gone
And I won. the suicide done.
All your shames is wasted on me
I can see what you never will see
Quit your whining. I spit on your lives
And I die. Flaming siucide.
Now I will see
When the darkness
Will cover you and me
When we die
In a dark flames
What taken out our lives
It so painfull, but my fate is set
When you died, all things became mad
Let me burn in a sweet agony just like
You once were taken away from me
No more tears I will shed on your grave
All is gone, I have no more to save
Time is over. its my way to die and
I trust we meet beyond this life
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9. |
Forget
04:33
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It's not too late
Release your hate
And see the truth
Upon the ruins of you
Wait till the dusk
Take off your mask
Release your mind
All you do is right
Don't try to forget
One you love now is dead
You feel so small
And helpless at all
Keep this in mind
Your life so unkind
Open the booze
You have nothing to loose
Will you forget of your life
When the shadows arize
Take a drink, now you die
In this booze
Like always
Sucker!
It's over now
The day when you gone
It will come true
And a final of you
You drunk and pale
At the edge of the grave
So drink once more
Always down you go
Will you forget of your life
When the shadows arize
Take a drink, now you die
In the booze
You will
Suffer!
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10. |
All About Misery
05:12
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All my life I ve been trying to forget
Emtiness that surrounds all my dreams
Being lost in struggle I've never realised
What is only one true meaning of my life
to die...
All this years empty cold white days are pass
In my dreams i cannot forsee the path
What i am, why i am?
Or this instinct to survive?
Count for three
And I feel the misery
Count for five
And I will end my life
Please take the gun and make me bleed
Cos' in this time its all I need!
What in this? What in this for me?
All the lies, to hear, to feel and see
Feel my soul, free my soul!
Or I will do it myself!
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куплет1:
Я стою на краю
Я прервал судьбу свою
Жизни смех
Я забыл, и это страшный грех.
Взгляд назад в пустоту
Я ведь думал что живу
Но весь мир
Вдруг внезапно стал совсем другим.
Я выбрал этот путь, я ухожу.
привпев:
По дороге в вечность
Я умоюсь болью
Страх безумия забыть и умереть
Улыбаясь смерти
И убив сомненья
Шаг за край и как же хорошо лететь.
куплет2
Ты спроси, что я знал,
Кем я был, о чем мечтал.
Мой ответ:
Я устал терпеть весь этот бред.
Сделать шаг в пустоту
И понять что я живу
В этот миг
Только он важнее всех других.
И в этот миг лишь ветер мне судья.
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