We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Never Alive

by The Suicider

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
verse 1 I will never take the role What I don’t want to perform All shit and stupid lies Wild decisions of my life You will believe it When you see it with your eyes Don’t try to stop me From suicide chorus I know it's time to set me free It's my last song you hear So rise your cup and let me be I say goodbye verse 2 You can pray to save my soul Or spit curses of your own My release is going now I don’t care that you allow Enjoy your feeling Build illusions of your death Stay and listen To my last breath
2.
Never Alive 04:00
verse 1 I can breath but never walk They just say it's not their fault I can’t be here more alive In existence what is mine I will never leave this state It is all the twist of fate All I want is just to die But decision is not mine Pre-chorus I see it Iron wheels beneath my feet I can’t be More then what they need chorus Time keeps running wild I will stay alive In meaningless and empty shell of pain Want to end it's all When I lose control In the calm and cold sweet feeling of decay verse 2 Cannot move and cannot talk Only hear my heartbeat clock I can’t wait to end my days In delusion of disgrace I can’t even kill myself Like an item on the shelf My own will is not my right I will stay never alive Pre chorus They see me Poor old being out of cold They can’t know What I really want!
3.
2012 03:34
verse 1 I cannot sleep this winter night Awaiting when it's come to end It can’t be one more fake again When last minutes takes forever One last breath or word. Whatever. Now it's time! Take us all beyond! chorus Why’s all this shame Death hasn't come for me Why should I stay In existence of decay verse 2 What a shame, we still alive Nothing happens in this night All the signs were just a fake again Why I must be one to suffer? I can’t wait one day or other I will do. All alone. By myself. chorus Why’s all this shame Death hasn't come for me Why should I stay In existence of decay Dying at sunrise Doing all myself Nothing to regret After world's end
4.
Nothing More 03:14
verse 1 Last ride on this road Got a bad sign call After drinking a lot after dusk No time to live in this shit No time to see through lies chorus You ride tonight trying to forget All things she’ve told you are leaving some regrets Remember how she’ve betrayed you before Ride to the wall and nothing more verse 2 So far from home You're alone all night Riding to meet your fate Come on! Let’s do it right now It's time to set things clear Dead end straight ahead Now they all shall see What is going on in your brain So spread yourself on the wall No matter what they say
5.
verse 1 Left behind So alone And the end of bottle is not so far Want some more Some more funny time Got to call and all the road is mine chorus All I want to drink All I want to fuck So far away In the night All I ever do Lies in you Walking away Like all people do All I want to... verse 2 Love the night It's so dark Noone will see my state and smiling face Now I'm near Near that holy place Where all dreams come true but not for you You will break my mind But all that's in vain
6.
verse 1 Last time we saw the distant lights We were so close in our last night Believe me, now I'll take you over emptiness and pain Right now stay fallen And bleed with me Start moaning. Let's see. Chorus Lets try to die again tonight Last time we’ve been so close We’ve seen the distant lights Just hold my hand and die tonight I will lead you trough And take care of you verse 2 It's almost over It's our last night We'll see the light Like I did it many times All we need to see the lights But this night it'll be last time
7.
My Last Wish 05:19
verse 1 It would be better for me To never meet you in my life Together breathing as one The biggest wrong turn in all times And now I'll try to find a way to die somehow Cos there is no more place for me But only one thing stops myself from being free Your life. It's very hard to see. Chorus Baby, tell me how long I will suffer After realizing that all was just a game You came with another My last wish Your name written on next grave verse 2 I can't believe even now These things what happened in our time And now I'm drinking all day And all night. And right now. But only one thing stops and pulls me out of noose It's very easy to explain I hate myself like always in so common way But hate for you is not the same Chorus Baby, tell me how long I will suffer After realizing that all was just a game You came with another My last wish Your name written on next grave How long I will hate you I can't wait for day when I shall leave this place Can't allow you remain You will come with me To the world beyond my hate
8.
verse 1 Take your blade Make it sharp And be sure it's not blunt Find a place Better dark To be sure you'll not be found Feel your vein Better wide Be calm and don’t miss the line Don’t be rush Take your time Cos you will be no more alive pre-chorus: You will not survive If you do it right chorus: Remember now, it will end your life and you will be no more Just try to die. Take advice, cut straight along Don’t be afraid. Nothing left for you in whole this stupid world Just do it right. You will be no more and no one gonna care for you verse 2 See your blood Coming out Fill the soil with its warmth Close your eyes And relax What’s done is done Feel the cold Now it's time Slow your heart and die Be so proud All is done And hope you're not alone
9.
Stars 03:53
Verse 1 You think you’re cool and better than all Another step you take to close your sunny days All the way from below And now it seems your race is near It’s final place chorus Stars are dying They all fall around you Now you’re crying Cos it's time for yours too All illusions will die verse 2 Now you can't stop the running of time And now it's killing you like everyone around It's end of the line So cut your wrist and let all go to the ground chorus Stars are dying They all fall around you Now you’re crying Cos it's time for yours too All illusions will die Now you see it All you've done is gone to dust No more shining It will be buried and is lost Like all stars you will die
10.
Like Ice 04:14
verse 1 In the end I will see all in you In despise I will do like I always do Another time another lie It spills from your dirty soul (never alive) And when I`ve realized it twice My heart’s gone down cold like ice chorus Want to see what is better for my soul Another radiation that burns inside my being as before Want to feel what it's like for me to fall It will change all the things around me and never be.. never as before verse 2 You still try to show me that you were right Play your games, I dont care how many times you try Another time another mask You wear to show what you are saint (another lie) I only wish that I could kill you twice Because you made me cold like ice
11.
Epitaph 03:32
verse 1 She was a good girl Always going with smile But one sunny day She choose to end her life verse 2 He was a nice man With world beneath his feet But he realized What life is not what he need Pre-chorus How empty was your life And death should be alright chorus And now we falling Forever At the dusk of our lives But yet still trying And still dying when we came to realize We always feel it Forever How was empty our days And with a sad smile Of misfortune We continue falling from grace verse 3 He was an old man With years of life in vain At the dusk of life He wanted to end the pain Pre-chorus How empty was his life And death should be alright

about

2nd LP of suicidal band.

credits

released January 24, 2017

Michail Tatarinov (lead and backing vocals, guitars)
Sergey Iliyn (lead guitars and backing vocals)
Pavel Alenchev (Bass)
Maxim Konnov (drums)

All music by Sergey Iliyn and Michail Tatarinov, except (11), by Alexey Razorenov.
All lyrics by Michail Tatarinov.
Piano in (07) by Michail Filatov.

Album was recorded, mixed and mastered in 2016, at DAY Records, by Eugeniy Vinogradov.

Please do not buy here. We will not receive your money via PayPal. Write to us by email michail.tatarinov@gmail.com

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

The Suicider Moscow, Russia

contact / help

Contact The Suicider

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like The Suicider, you may also like: